Just your average heartbroken 17 year old girl
you wrote your name on my heart in permanent marker but only let me write on yours in pencil
and if you’re reading this im so sorry for everything…. I will always love you more than the sun, the moon, and alllll of the stars.
but when someone doesnt love you anymore… there isn’t much you can do to make them fall for you again…
my family loved him so much.. he was so much better than all the other people I wasted my time with.. I would never say what we had was a waste of time because I had never been so happy in my life when we were together.
we used to sit in his car before school would start and talk and listen to music.. being there with him every morning would make my day so much better.. I never wanted to leave..
he really saved me.. and thats probably why I loved him so much. we were both so sad and heartbroken and I absolutely did not want to let my guard down but I’m so happy I did. we might not be together now but I don’t regret being with him. I love the way I fell in love with him. I loved everything about him. I loved his smile and his laugh most.
& one time we were in his kitchen eating while his mom was out of town.. and we were both laughing our asses off about everything.. and nothing was even funny. lol
I remember once we went to the pool together, when we were just friends, and he pushed me in and I was so mad at him. then he kept apologizing and being cute. then he was holding my arms and said he wouldn’t let go until I kissed him. I kept telling myself no.. but god I could not resist him